or should I prepare my self for the worst? are you leaving?
oh…. shit really happens.
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Pardon me, If my English is bad.
I can’t hide it, for a moment, my heart like knocked out so I was like gasped and then it was a little smile appeared on my face. Yeah, the moment I got your text. But to remember all the hurt, how you put me in a completely mess, all the knife you stab on my back, all the chaos you made, I guess I dont need to give it any reply. Eventhough I wanted to. I really wanted to do that. But I cant. Because it will only hurt me more, to hear your bullshit, to watch you playing a role. When will you stop pretending? Why you still put on the drama you made? Didn’t I tell you that, this is so over and we’re done. Don’t you know that I know you were only pretending? forgodsake. When will you put off your role? Is it doesn’t enough yet for you to hurt me back then?
- I WAS TUMBLIN
- THEN MY DADDY CALLED.
- i was lyk
- then i came to the garden (which where my Daddy at)
- he told me to…
- baby sitting the cats
- BABY SITTING THE CATS
- BABY SITTING THE CATS
- BABY SITTING THE CATS
- i. cant. believe. his. words.
- or i start to doubt my hearing ability.
- then i sit there on my garden.
- watching my never-gone-to-the-garden-before-cats.
- both of them looks soooo happy.
- running here and there.
- even try to catch a goddamn little butterfly.
- and i was lyk
- you guys so cute.
- i mean
- SO
- CUTE.
- SO FROM TODAY ON….
- IM GONNA BABY SITTING MY CATS IN THE GARDEN
- FOR EVERY 3 DAYS IN A WEEK.
- ready to meet my bitchez?
- this has been a total random post.
don’t even bother to read it.
My family is not a happy one. My Dad will turns into a monster whenever he gets mad. My Mom really likes to yell everytime she get pissed. My brother seldom home and once he is, he don’t talk much, which I don’t even know why. My eldest brother got married and have move from this house. Believe me you don’t wanna know even what’s going on between him and Dad. My Dad is a cold person. He’s so much far away from word “warm” when it comes to his child and his wife. He never hit me nor both of my brothers nor my Mom. And as far as I could remember, he – my Dad—never ever cursing to his child. Until last night he screams at me, cursing. Believe me, I can’t even cry on the moment. I was a bit too shock to cry. The only thing on my mind was… this is why I never am really happy. This is why I’m not wake up in the morning and feels good. This is why sometimes I don’t even want to talk to anyone. This is why sometimes I felt it so hard for even just smile. Yes this is the first time he ever curses on me, but this is not the first time he gets mad like a monster like that and saying stuff that will definitely hurt your feeling. I will never forget what happened last night. I will never forget what happened last night. I will never forget it and will always keep in mind what happened on 21st August this year.
You just made a new scar on my very heart, which the word “sorry” won’t do anything about it and won’t get it into a better shape. I’m a disappointment for you. I’m a mistake. I know it. I can tell. I’ll leave as soon as possible. I’m no longer wanted here. I know it.
now this has been a quite long post.
Dear my tumblr friends and followers, this is a more about me post.
- My name is Derrielianti Rahayu Imran
- I know you probably get confuse on how to pronounce it.
- let me help
- it’s Deh-riy-yel-lih-yan-ti omg should I continue to the rest of my name?
- you don’t think so bby? yeah I know, its boring.
- so I’m just gonna leave it there. yep.
- you can call me Derriel—Deh-riy-yel—
- or D
- just lyk a $$$ HELLYEA GANGSTAAA $$$
- kekekeke lol jk
- and this is me
- in a school uniform.
- with a wafer flakes near my elbow.
excuse my stupid pose.- k, thanks.
- AND PLEASE, MEET MY BEST EVER FRIEND SINCE I WAS IN KINDERGARTEN…
- Marini Putri Ayu Habibie<33
- she’s on the left.
- yes your left. bcs thats me on the right side.
- and um.. wat?my family?
- yeah I got 2 older brothers.
- Erlangga Pratama Imran, the eldest and you can call him Angga
- ofcourse he’s on the right.
- yes yourr right side. bcs thats me on the left side.
- and that shirt my brother wearing called “Batik”
- it’s Indonesian famous traditional shirt
- and I my self, wearing “Kebaya”
- it’s also Indonesian famous traditional dress.
- He’s married to this woman
- on your right side. She’s wearin a Kebaya too.
- she’s very beautiful~
- She’s a model.
- and Bayu Adiputra Imran…
- yes please ignore my creepy smile.
- thats him. with the glasses and a cigarette.
- Don’t you think we both really look-a-like?
- no?
- okay. but most ppl says if I get bald then we’re gonna be just lyk twin.
- WAT.
- And he’s now in a band named “Soulvibe”
- the genre: Jazz/Funk/Groove/Pop/RnB something lyk that.
- he’s a singer y’all.
- AND IM SO PROUD OF HIM<33
- I graduted from HS this year
- so I’m a freshmen on a collage named
- what else what else what else~
- AH! MY IRL FRIEND…riiiight~
- these two are my best.
- would you please be kind and ignore my ugly face on the right side?
- thank you.
- on the left: Clara, middle: Chella. Chella got a tumblr too.
- just lyk Marini, they can accept me for the way I am.
- well, they don’t understand about my love for the spaniards but at least they never tell me to stop or get over it, when the rest does.
- and oh this is Mayang. She kinda understand me on this obsessed thingy. She’s also never tell me to stop on loving spaniards.
- bcs she’s just like me, like us.
- but its Gabe Saporta not footballers.
- she’s the one who wears white glasses.
- the dumb bang girl?
thats me. - AND OH YEAH YOU GUYZZ NEED TO MEET HIM.
- HE’S MY HUBBY BBY.
- ay bby stop foolin around lyk that and come here~
- I need to introduce you to my tumblr friends..
- oh don’t be scared…show your face bby, they’re ALL NICE PPL<33
- Well, yeah.. so everyone, this is my hubby, Gerard Pique and Gery this is everyone on my tumblr. say hi to them bby.
- whoa…what did I just made.
- It’s a quite long post.
- I GUESS THIS IS THE LONGEST POST I HAVE EVER MADE.
- YAY~ lolwat
- SO UHM…Thats it!
- I hope you like it.
- or if you get annoyed of this post,
- yeah just ignore or maybe unfollow me?
- okay? okay.
- and I LOVE MY FOLLOWERS.
- THEY ARE ALL NICE AND COOL AND KIND AND COOL AGAIN AND I JUST LOVE THEM!!
- AND so are the ppl I follow<33
- and if you’ve read my post until here, IM GUNNA SAY
- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READIN A SHIT LYK DIS.
- BYEEEE GUUUUUYYYSS ~~
- c u on another post ;)
- XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXXOOO, DEHRIYYEL<33
I have a frustration confession to make….
you might think I’m a crazy freak after read this.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS THIS?!
Dad: you have to sleep earlier tonight. 11pm is the latest.
Me: ….Dad, but I want to watch Barca game on 12..
Dad: I said no. Your sleep time is messed up. and I don’t like that.
Me: but Dad…I want to…
Dad: (screamin) I SAID NO. NO. NO. YOU SLEEP AT 11 PM. NO FOOTBALL TONIGHT. YOU HEAR ME?!
Me: ……
Dad: (calm down) good.
*on my mind*
DO YOU RLLY THINK I WILL LISTEN TO YOU DAD?!
DO YA?!??
RLLY? RLLY???
- I AM NOT GONNA SLEEP.
- I AM GONNA WATCH THE MOTHER FUCKING GAME.
- IN THAT TIME YOU’LL ALREADY IN BED. YOU. DON’T. EVEN HAVE. ANY IDEA THAT I AM IN THE FUCKIN LIVING ROOM
- AND WATCH MY TEAM ON YOUR GOD DAMN TV.
- YOU HEAR ME?!
ofcourse not, you dumbass. He’s not a fuckin mind reader. DUH.- SO SLEEP TIGHT AND HAVE A FUCKIN NICE DREAM DAD :-)
NOW THIS HAS BEEN A MOTHAFUCKEN POST.
I’ve been listening to this, since this morning. I love to watch the movie since I was on elementary school. so, yeah…. and oh don’t judge me.
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